An SMS from someone

"never quit nor blame yourself for whatever problem that comes your way, cause problems are not sent to frustrate us, but rather to test, to teach, and make us a better person.."

Honestly, I have been through a lot, these past couple of months and frankly...it's been "hell" for me. My only outlet was to cry and cry and feel sorry for myself. I even went as far as calling my mom just to hear me out, tell me what I need to do for me to get up and start moving, my mom usually know what to say, what are the right words to wake me up from feeling miserable.
While this is all happening to me. I also started reading books, inspirational books, books that will help me become a better person, both physically and spiritually.
And then it hit me...right in my face. I am not alone. I never was and never will be. I mean, besides the fact that I have friends who were there for me. My cousins and my siblings whose always there, my dad, although he is not talking that much, I know he cares for me. And most of all, I have God beside me always.. well, we all do.
Then I started reading the Bible, reading scriptures from the internet. I even went to Dating Daan Bible Exposition just to listen to the Scriptures. And it feels really great just listening to every word.
This is the way I live now, listening to every word he says, I know it is a bit weird but God gives us signs, hints everywhere. We just need to open our eyes/ears and understand what He wants us to do. We just need to understand that not all we ask is what we are going to get.
I remember this quote from the movie "Pursuit of Happyness" (no, it was not spelled wrong), it was a dialogue from Christopher.

"Hey dad, you wanna hear something funny? There was a man who was drowning, and a boat came, and the man on the boat said "Do you need help?" and the man said "God will save me". Then another boat came and he tried to help him, but he said "God will save me", then he drowned and went to Heaven. Then the man told God, "God, why didn't you save me?" and God said "I sent you two boats, you dummy!"

This story was really something. It was funny but it was very catching. All I can say is
THANK YOU GOD FOR ALL THESE.