my last christmas with my wife..

yes, this is the last letter I made for her during Christmas 2008.

Thank you for all the great things you have done for me.
Thank you for loving me so unconditionally.
For being there whenever I need you the most.
For always listening to my worries and funny stories.
For always lending your hand whenever I needed help.
For always holding me tight whenever I am afraid.
Thank you for wiping my tears away whenever I am troubled.
Thank you for keeping me warm whenever I feel cold.
Thank you for smiling at me even at your most darkest days.
Thank you for trusting me even when I already broke it.
Thank you for all the chances that you gave me to prove myself.
Thank you for all your heart warming gifts that made me feel special.
Thank you for all the letters you gave me and I promise to keep all of them.
Thank you for the memories that we shared and I will treasure them all.
For all the sacrifices that you did for me, I appreciate them all.
For all the care and love you gave me, I will keep them in my heart forever.
For all the times that we laughed and cry, I will keep them in mind until I die.
And for marrying me, I thank you for being such a wonderful and loving wife.

For all my mistakes, I humbly ask for your forgiveness.
For all the good things I have done. I did them because of you.

I want you to be happy even if it means being happy alone or with someone else.
I want you to be feel alive and well, even if the care and joy will not come from me.
I will let you be as how you want to be for this is what your heart wants.
Always remember that whenever you are troubled and you need someone to lean on..
You always have me however, whenever, wherever, whatever it maybe.
You always have my shoulder to lean on.

You have my hand to hold you and keep you strong.
You will always have my eyes to look upon you to guide you.

You have my feet to walk with you as your company.
You have my arms to hold on to whenever you feel like cuddling.
You have my ears to listen to you when you need them.
You have my hands to brush on your hair whenever you feel weary.
You have my back to lean on whenever you feel tired.
I will lend you my mind whenever you get tired of thinking and looking for a solution.
I will lend you my lungs and nose whenever you feel that you need air to breathe.
I will give you my soul whenever there may come a time that you can’t find yours.
I give you my hand to wipe your tears away whenever you feel sad and lonely.

The only one that I can’t give you is my heart..
Because it is already yours and will forever be.
I gave it to you a long time ago. It already has your name and your image on it.
So that whenever your heart gets broken again, you can have mine so that you may still love.

I love you so much and I promise to be just here always whenever you may need me.