Making this dream a reality

I have had this dream for a very long time, even before my life got complicated. Unfortunately, I had to give it up before because I thought there is a much better life than my dream and that is who I was with. Fortunately, my dream is now becoming a reality. And I am so excited.

I honestly don't want to exceed 50 years of my life. I don't want to be anyone's burden. I just want to fulfill my dreams and go on with my life on how God will want me to live.

As for now, I am so happy with everything that is happening. I hope my friends will help me pray that I conquer my dreams and make them all come true.

Just like everyone, I just want to be happy before my life ends.

Just going with the tide

Here I am all this time, wanting to always feel that I am needed. By someone, by everyone. why? I don't really know, is it because I can see myself capable of helping, of lending a hand most of the time? or is it really me who is in need of someone.
Could it be because I was always with someone that i feel doing something for others actually fills up the emptiness within me? Am I really empty or is that because I am thinking that I am empty?
Maybe time will come and I will be able to answer all these questions in my head. But until then, I will just go along the water, wherever the wind takes me. I will just go with the flow.
You be my Strength, Lord.

my new baby

I know it will be for a while before we will finally be together. We will share laughter and tears, heartaches and heartbreaks, through thick and thin, may you be blurred or crystal clear.. someday baby..someday.

Happy, Happy, Happy

I finally was able to breathe, able to see what life has in store for me. I am so alive and was able to smile and laugh about things, simple things that makes me happy, people, places, things...just things.
I thank you Lord for always being there for me. I got this spirit of happiness and courage to face a new chapter in my life...all because of You.
My place is right where You are, just with You.

Someday I may meet the right one or maybe I already did, but for now, I am happy with how things are going.. the time for my family and friends, the time for me and most especially for Him.

Right here, right now...

Just starting everything really slow..this time, I am sure of what I should have done a long time ago. And indeed I am going to do this. Get what's mine, live my life and worry about no one else but me. Selfish? maybe. But then again, I am sure that when it's with me, it will never be broken.

God loves me and has always given me the answer I was looking for, I just choose not to look even when it is already right in front of me. Thank you Lord. At least I know now what I have to do.

This is it...moving along...

I finally got the answer that I was looking for. At first I wasn't sure that it was the one I was looking for, it was something not I am waiting. But it all made sense, that this is it. "Denz, you gotta let go now".

I was on the edge of a thread, hanging on it as if I was holding on to my own dear life. How should I hold on? What should I do to keep me from clinging to my life. What am I supposed to do this time now that I know the answer.

Move along..live and let live. I am finally breathing the air that I want to breathe, the song I want to sing, the water I want to quench my thirst for love and for happiness. Finally, it's here.

To you..well, it's your lost. Good Bye.