Bruises - Chairlift

Bruises lyrics by Chairlift

I tried to do handstands for you
I tried to do headstands for you
Everytime I fell on you, yeah, everytime I fell
I tried to do handstands for you
But everytime I fell for you
I'm permanently black and blue, permanently blue for you.

I tried to do handstands for you
I tried to do handstands for you
Everytime I fell on you, yeah, everytime I fell
I tried to do handstands for you but everytime I fell for you
I'm permanently black and blue, permanently blue for you-ooh-ooh-ooh

For you-ooh-ooh-ooh
So black and blue-ooh-ooh-ooh
For you-ooh-ooh-ooh.

I grabbed some frozen strawberries so I could ice your bruising knees
But frozen things they all unfreeze and now I taste like....
All those frozen strawberries I used to chill your bruising knees,
Hot July ain't good to me
I'm pink and black and blue for you.

I got bruises on my knees for you
And grass stains on my knees for you
Got holes in my new jeans for you
Got pink and black and blue

Got bruises on my knees for you
And grass stains on my knees for you
Got holes in my new jeans for you
Got pink and black and blue for you-ooh-ooh-ooh

For you-ooh-ooh-ooh
So black and blue-ooh-ooh-ooh
For you-ooh-ooh-ooh

Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo
Do-doo-do-do-do-do-doo

What's the use?

I don't know. Why bother? Why even try and think about it? I don't really know. Do I really care? Do I even give a damn about it? No.
What do you think? It doesn't matter what you think. Coz I don't want to hear it.
You care? You really do? Since when? So what now?
I don't even want to ask what you plan to do or if you even have plans at all. I don't want to think about this, about you. I am tired, just tired.

JUST LET ME BE. LIVE YOUR LIFE, I WILL LIVE MINE.

What makes life worth living...

Just a thought I had today. What really makes my life worth living. There was this time when I was really really lost, I do know what I did and it's just what is gonna happen that is really bothering me a lot. I have been asking myself, why do I have to go on? It is really hard to understand the meaning of life when you have been living for someone, someone you love, someone you wish to spend the rest of your life with..and then by destiny, it's gone... so what is going to make my life worth living now?
I have been enjoying this single life for quite some time now. And I intend to be in this situation for a very long time, I mean, what do I need? all I need is Him to live. But I would also like to have my love with me to live each moment for the rest of my remaining days... God, how I wish that the sadness deep within me will finally end.

January 20, 2010

My star for today:

It's a wistful, romantic kind of day, which is right up your alley. You can thank the stars for these wonderful feelings -- they're currently stirring up all kind of lovely trouble among your long-distance friends and lovers. So if you don't get a call from the person you've been thinking about for days now, you'll probably be moved to make one yourself. Why wait any longer? Pick up the phone.

"I just called..to say..I love you.."

It's just one of those Sundays

What a Sunday it is... I received a message from someone.. well, it wasn't nice. It was like I am back on this 'thing' again. I am moving on. I have to because it has eaten me alive and now that I am back on my feet, I just don't wanna go back there anymore.

For you, if you can't show respect for me, at least be a human being. You don't even have the right to talk to me that way. I don't know you anymore. Whoever you are, leave me alone. You have done too much damage to me.

Wherever you are (by Southborder)

I love to see the ocean's beauty
And the moon that shines above
Alone in the sand lookin at the stars
Wishing someday I would find true love

Wouldn't be nice to see the morning
With the one you love the most
Wouldn't be nice to say goodnight
To the one you hold so close
To your heart, to your heart...

The wind that blows the dove
Is the wind that blows my love
Hoping to find its way to you
Wherever you are

I love to sit in fields of green
Looking deeply thru the sky
Watching birds as they flap by
Hoping someday faith will bring me true love

Wouldn't be nice to hold someone
So dear, n near your heart
Wouldn't be nice to hear those words
I love you, from the one
That you love, that you love

The wind that blows the dove
Is the wind that blows my love
Hoping to find its way to you
Wherever you are

The wind that blows the dove
Is the wind that blows my love
Hoping to find its way to you
Wherever you are

I love to see myself one day
In the arms of someone
Who will share her life with me
Selflessly, someday you will find your way,
To me . . .

The wind that blows the dove
Is the wind that blows my love
Hoping to find its way to you
Wherever you are

The wind that blows the dove
Is the wind that blows my love
Hoping to find its way to you
Wherever you are, Wherever you are

For you my love, my heart..

Your smile is my happiness,
you presence is my existence
and your love is my life.
Loving you is the life I chose to have..
..Losing you is the pain I will embrace for eternity.

January 14, 2010

My Star today..

"With planetary activity at a bare minimum today, your ambition has some room to soar today, Leo. You could be feeling like you're on top of the world, and be setting your sights even higher, yet be perfectly aligned with the ideal of working for the common good. The main problem today is the same thing that is your advantage: this feeling of aspiration and optimism could cause you to take on more responsibility than you can deal with. As long as you remain realistic about your own abilities, you should have an enjoyable day."

I just hope that whatever responsibility I will deal with..God will always be there to guide me to the right path. Amen.

January 13, 2010

My Star says "The most important thing to remember about this Saturn transit, Leo, is that the actions you take and even more importantly the words you speak will have effects that last for a long time. Saturn, in your solar chart is in both a sign and a house where it is very comfortable. Over the quarter of a decade that Saturn remains there, you may find yourself networking with (or thrown into the neighborhood of) people who are well established, and very practical. You won't find this time dry or dull, because many goals will be accomplished with their support."

I am ready to meet them all. :) God is really GOOD.

January 12, 2010

My star says,

"Today almost seems like the completion of a process that began yesterday, Leo. The intuition is still strong, but with more of an emphasis on experimentation and trying to get measurable or practical results. You may get caught up in something with your partner, where one of you expects special treatment in some way. If you are looking for a partner, this is a perfect day to follow flashes of insight as to your next step in winning them over. Today really can be a winning day, but best of all, it can be quite a bit of fun."

Keep the faith alive and have a lot more of patience..

something to think about today..01-12-2010

"You know how sometimes it seems that life is just throwing you one curved ball after another? Well, guess what, - you have a great way to respond! - you can use every opportunity, every single one, to be happy. Don't just take a shower - feel into and receive pleasure from the water on your skin. Don't just walk on the street - enjoy the fragrances of the trees and the flowers on your way. Don't just drive your car - sing karaoke to your favorite radio station."

-Patience.. we will get there...

Stupidity

“I don't mind you thinking I'm stupid, but don't talk to me like I'm stupid”



“Everyone has a right to be stupid; some people just abuse the privilege.”
---not anymore. Maybe I am stupid to actually let you run through my life but now that I got this back. I am thinking more than twice.

January 11, 2010

My star says,

"Today is lucky for you, Leo. It seems like your intuition or hunches about the near future are correct, and today you can take advantage of these intuitions to solve problems or reevaluate your long-range plans. You could discover something that was supposed to be a secret, surprising others as well as yourself. At the same time, you need to avoid getting involved in the lives of others unless you are asked to by them. Your perceptiveness is strong enough today that poking around in others' business could feel, to them, like an invasion of privacy."

I know God will lead me to the right way. I just need to pray and have more patience. I will get there. I know I will and I feel it in my heart that I will get there. thank You God. Amen.

The Best Days of my Life

It has never been easy being away from you.
Got used to the feeling of being loved by you.
Now I am here alone, got nowhere to go.
Got no time to spend with you and so..
I am just fixing my own interesting life,
the way He wants us with a purpose driven life.
Living with God and His teachings and His words.
Breathing the air of this ever lonely world.
By every chance that I can make a wish.
to everything that may help me with this..
I wish for you to be blessed and all happiness.
That I once have shared with but made a mess.
I have nothing to offer but my undying heart.
For my love was always with you even when we part.
Living with your love has been the best days of my life.

Way back into LOVE

Just caught my senses with this song while I was watching the movie "Music and Lyrics"..

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh